Neverending White Lights' Daniel Victor Is A Sad Panda

Things are not good in Neverending White Lights land, according to frontman Daniel Victor, who has been battling with depression the past few weeks.

In a Nov. 29 post on his MySpace blog, Victor wrote openly about his struggles and his desire to quit music while he gets his head together.

"I've personally lost my head. My sense of clarity and understanding are out the window. I can no longer judge anything for what it is. I've been through enough material for three albums at least this past year alone, and I just keep spitting on it.

"At this point, I realize I need a change. My perspective is long gone. There is no getting it back. I'm only a few strings away from checking into a mental clinic for a while. I've entertained the thought already."

You can read the entire post here.

To add insult to injury, Victor was also diagnosed with swine flu this past week. He says it came after he had "just suffered a small nervous breakdown after some very heated discussions."

"It really broke my spirit," he wrote. "It gave me time to think about my past. My recent past. And the decisions that were made for my career. Which is essentially my life. I finally put every aspect of my life, my team, my music up to the spotlight and revealed its flaws. With those thoughts, I'm going to try to fix the weak spots. It won't be easy. But I only have one life. And I can't let it keep slipping off its tracks."